Letting Christ Into the Boat
What frightens us most: the storm, or the thought that we’re in it alone?
Our Lord’s words in John 6:20 are brief because truth often is brief: “It is I; do not be afraid.” First, the fact. Then, the command. First, his presence. Then, our courage. Christ doesn't begin by explaining the wind, measuring the waves, or praising the disciples for their effort.
He says, in effect, “You have Me. Therefore, don't yield to fear.”
Fear is the feeling that something bad may master you.
Courage isn't the absence of fear; it's doing the good while fear protests.
And Christ’s presence isn't a mood; it's a reality. Near isn’t a sentiment. Near is a fact.
Now make the distinction that changes everything: fear can be present without being in charge. A barking dog may be in the yard, but that does not make it the owner of the house. In the same way, a Christian may feel fear sharply—tight chest, racing thoughts, sleepless mind—and yet refuse to let fear sit in the chair of judgment. Why? Because another voice has already spoken: “It is I.”
It's usually more ordinary than dramatic. We imagine great moments of heroism. But most of life isn't martyrdom; it's Tuesday. It's the email you delay because honesty may cost you. The apology you postpone because humility stings. The gift you don't give because the future feels uncertain. It's the truth you soften because you prefer peace to charity. We say we're “thinking about it more.” Often we aren't thinking. We're hiding. Fear has very polite manners. It rarely shouts. It whispers, “Later.” And later is one of the devil’s favorite words.
So the question isn't, “Do I feel afraid?” Of course you do. The question is, “Who gets to decide?” That's the whole battle in miniature. Will fear lead, or will Christ?
Here's the argument in three steps.
- First: every human life contains real occasions for fear—money, illness, loss, rejection, death.
- Second: Christ doesn't promise that these things vanish; he promises himself in the midst of them.
- Third: therefore the Christian’s task isn't to wait for safety, but to obey in trust. The sea was rough. The disciples were not imagining it. Yet the decisive fact wasn't the rough sea. The decisive fact was the One who came walking over it.
Someone will object: “But caution is a virtue. Shouldn’t we be prudent?” Yes, prudence is a virtue. Panic is not. Prudence sees reality and chooses the right means to the right end. Fear, when it rules, does something else: it changes the end. You tell yourself you still want goodness, truth, obedience. But really you now want control. And control is a very small god. It promises shelter and gives you a cage.
Another objection: “This is just my temperament. I’m anxious by nature.” Fair enough. Temperaments differ. Some souls are like sparrows; some are like oxen. But Christ’s command is addressed to persons, not personalities. He doesn't say, “Do not be afraid—unless you are high-strung.” Grace doesn't erase temperament, but it does rule it. A nervous saint may tremble all the way to obedience. He's still a saint.
And another: “But this situation really is risky.” Of course it may be. The Gospel doesn't deny risk. Christ didn't wait for the weather to improve before speaking peace. He entered the storm first. That's Christianity in one line: God doesn't merely shout advice from the shore; he comes into the waves.
The hidden danger, then, isn't open apostasy. It's practical atheism by installments. We still pray. We still go to church. We still call Christ Lord. But when a costly decision arrives, we consult fear like an old counselor. “What will happen to me? How will I look? What if I lose?” And thus a disciple can remain externally respectable while internally rowing in the dark. Belief stays; surrender shrinks.
But notice the mercy in the text. Jesus doesn't begin with rebuke. He begins with self-revelation: “It is I.” That is always the deepest cure. The soul isn't healed first by being told, “Try harder.” It's healed by seeing more clearly who stands before it. The command “Do not be afraid” only makes sense because of the words that come before it. If the storm is bigger than you, that's frightening. If Christ is bigger than the storm, that's different.
So what should you do? Something concrete, and soon. Within the next day, do one thing fear has been quietly postponing: send the truthful message, make the apology, name the sin, give the gift, begin the duty. Not because you feel brave. Because Christ is Lord. Pray one sentence first: “Lord, you said, ‘It is I; do not be afraid.’ Help me trust you now.”
Two paths form quietly in every life. On one, fear becomes reasonable, then habitual, then normal. The soul grows careful, then small. On the other, a person hears Christ in the wind and answers, even with shaking hands. One keeps rowing in anxiety. The other lets Christ into the boat.
Here is the test: when the next hard thing appears, listen for which voice you treat as final.
And obey the one who walks on water.
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